By Bettyann Moore
That night, I have a
dream, the first one I’ve had since the Nursery.
I am back in the
Pleasure Dome. I feel hemmed in, surrounded, as if on a crowded dance
floor, but I’m alone. There is a door, one I’ve never seen
before, far off in the distance. I move toward it, my bare feet quiet
on the cool surface of the walk. I see myself in one CU-Screen after
another as I pass them. As I near the door, I hear footsteps behind
me, rapid, loud and echoing. The door swings open and there is light
beyond. The footsteps draw nearer, but the door seems to have gotten
farther away, not closer. I increase my pace, but on the screens I
appear to be moving in slow-motion. Now running, I see the door begin
to shut. The footsteps behind me have increased in number. I reach
the door just as it’s about to close. I push through it and slam it
behind me.
Again, I am alone, but
breathe deeply, freely. I take a step. The door reopens, an arm
snakes through, grabs me and pulls me back. I scream and I scream,
but no sound comes out.
That night, I have a
dream, the first one I’ve had since the Nursery.
I am back in the
Pleasure Dome. I feel hemmed in, surrounded, as if on a crowded dance
floor, but I’m alone. There is a door, one I’ve never seen
before, far off in the distance. I move toward it, my bare feet quiet
on the cool surface of the walk. I see myself in one CU-Screen after
another as I pass them. As I near the door, I hear footsteps behind
me, rapid, loud and echoing. The door swings open and there is light
beyond. The footsteps draw nearer, but the door seems to have gotten
farther away, not closer. I increase my pace, but on the screens I
appear to be moving in slow-motion. Now running, I see the door begin
to shut. The footsteps behind me have increased in number. I reach
the door just as it’s about to close. I push through it and slam it
behind me.
Again, I am alone, but
breathe deeply, freely. I take a step. The door reopens, an arm
snakes through, grabs me and pulls me back. I scream and I scream,
but no sound comes out.